Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Ditching these ruts (or at least trying too)

I am in such a rut. I hate ruts. I am in a rut in about every area of my life. The things about them is while they aren't necessarily bad - they aren't ever really good since that usually means there is no progression. How do you break free from your ruts? What is the one area of your life you are most rut-prone?

Sally

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Marriage Mishaps

It was all I could do Sunday in RS to laugh outloud at our lesson. I was struggling because my husband & I had another arguement over a variety of issues. I was mad, hurt, & trying to figure out why he was being such a jerk. Lo & behold - it was brought to my attention that I was the jerk. Not persay in those terms but it was nonetheless made know to me what I should do to fix things between us. I loved being enlightened by the spirit.

In all reality though - marriage does have it's mishaps & moments where why we made a choice may not always be so clear. Why we do & continue to do stupid things in these important relationships that thwart what the Lord's intentions are for this sacred relationship. I am way overly critical & demanding of my husband & expect soo much from a man who gives so much & gets little in respect & praise from me. Why does everone else get my best & he get the leftovers? Why I expect him to do sooo much for me when I do so little for him? Why I feel he owes me?

Why is it I am back in 1st grade again all childlike in my demands? Why can't I just love & serve him the way I should & they way I promised I would.

Mishap - yes - rewriting the stroy from here on out - yes

I'm back with vengance...

i am a internet junkie! There - I've confessed. Sooo much info out there I want to get my hands on!. My full-time working days are now over. I am trying to start a small business - just part-time asa professional organizer, trying to homeschool my kiddos, & be invloved in all the many things I want to be invloved with - without overload. Speaking of which I have cards to finish & homeschool lessons to plan.Must go & use this time wisely as the kiddos sleep.

Sally